The lady of water

我是脾气很大的一个人  不容被人欺负

我是被宠坏的一个人  不容事与愿违

所以  以前  我性子很急  要什么  马上就要

所以  以前  我个性很凶  有什么  马上发飙

久了  自己生活  发现到  生存之道  不靠冲动蛮横的性格

而是让自己  像水一样  

像水一样  能圆能方

像水一样  看得到  却抓不住

像水一样  可冷可热

像水一样  可以是小溪  可以是大海

像水一样  时时变通  那么柔韧

很多时候  人类太渺小  

即使是万人之上  却斗不过命运

你永远无法操控上天给你的安排

很多时候  不得不放宽心

看浅很多事情  如同放过你自己

会发生的  怎么都躲不过

不会发生的  怎么执着怎么痛

该来的  应得的  无须用力  都会自然得到

无缘的  得不到的  即使强求  最后还是会像沙子一样  悄悄的从指缝溜走

随遇而安吧

安静  听天由命

I used to get upset very easily every time when things end up not the way I wanted. When I demand something, I used to get it straight away. I can't wait and I am not patient enough to wait.

But people tend to change when they have to face the situation, typically when they have no other way to work for it, or there isn't any choice for it. And then you hope that you can become water.

Yes, water. The water that can be either cold or hot, can be either lake or sea, could be ice could be steam. What I am trying to say, is that I just wish that I could be flexible enough just like water, in any circumstances, so I could feel less hurt. I am learning and I am trying, earnestly. 

Sometimes, you just can't force. Cause if things meant to be that way, there will be no way to prevent or avoid. And if it's the other way round, obviously, you wont get it even if you tried countless times. We are too little too tiny to play the game with the God. It seems that we are the one who drives our own lives but I do believe in God, who had arranged everything for you before everything. Whoever the God is, whatever they name it, wherever he is, I believe, I do.

So I will wait, patiently

So I will see, silently

Wait and see, what he wants me to do

while at the same time, try to be a water lady

Love,

幸福xx